26 February 2009


the news is i lost my purse. its not the matter of money or applying another bank card or even writing a conformation letter of lost of malaysian identification card, but its the feeling of 'ralat'. i should have known such things may happen, and would have been extra cautious especially when i'm so far away from mak and abah to mengadu, instead i was so negligent. i had stomach cramps because of this. one thing i learned from my school years in sbpi selandar, Allah always has His reason of things. and for that i endure.

24 February 2009

little voice


Something always brings me back to you. It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.
You hold me without touch. You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

Set me free, leave me be.
I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile. When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down.
You’re on to me, you’re on to me and all over.
Something always brings me back to you. It never takes too long.


i love her voice:humble and earthly

17 February 2009

alles liebe

ini abah saya

saya sayang abah saya

selamat hari jadi abah :)

ps- bday abah is act 18feb,its not yet 12pm in germany but i decided to post this anyway ( ikut waktu msia laa), 1more thing, sy da start blaja technische zeichnen,weehuu

14 February 2009


our class trip to bonn (the former capital of germany )

1.haus der geschischte (*_*) but the taking picture part was fun,haha

makcik ni nmpak comel bersame kami

xmuat aa kerusi ni

affiqah and her lovely new bag,me and my hungry stomach

dalam toilet xde keje :P

ala, lim ni sibuk je orang nak amek gamba :P

2.strolling around the city of bonn

knape fir ni suke wat gaye cmni,ish2

the boys and the rathaus

in front of the university of bonn

sy pun xsure what is the purpose of this pic,haha

3.on our way back by the train
i dont care how retro i looked in this new shade of mine, the point is i like it :)

fadhilah bagi sy ros,thanks dearie

^look closer^

lots of fun hanging out with all of them, 5stars for today ^_^

amalan bomoh

semalam my gurls and i were at the rhein park because we heard it was beautiful and nice there (with the view and so on ). kesten and i took the train and waited for fadhilah and lisa at slabysstraße. they were supposed to came 5minutes after us but it turned out to be 35minutes after us!! malaysian times rite ;)

*they actually took the wrong train and have to wait for the right one,huhu*
we walked through the rain and tiny bit of snow suddenly fall, thank God there's payung but leider nur einen :( kongsi2 la

near the river, i suddenly remembered that the schokolade museum was very near to the other side of the rhein, and we decided to walk there.

and the journey begins

jumpe anjing

lari dari anjing

ambik gambar

jalan lagi

'eh ,nape xsmpai lg ni?'

'...xpe rasenye kt depan tu...'

jalan lagi

'eh aku ade peta la,jom kite cek'


hmm,guess u guys know the end,huhu, silly us ;P

we turned back to the the train station and went to mülheim.i grabbed a doner as dinner whilst the others enjoyed their pommes.

*the lesson here is,before starting your journey, make sure you know the exact direction and always bring your payung with you,especially in winter!
*sorry bout the not-so-clear pictures,we were shivering!
*we were joking about me being a bomoh and i should have use all my 'bomoh power' to locate the museum!!

10 February 2009

tag by raja :)

Rule #1-people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any 1 questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

Rule #2-tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by and continue this game by sending it to other people.So, let the game begins ^_^

1. Who tagged you?
raja iskandar

2. Do you like tags?
after reading raja's answer, i've decided that i do like tags,haha,cpat2 sape nk tag sy,hand hoch!

3. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
finally became a teacher and write on the blackboard using chalks (mcm da xde je skrg ni ~_~ )

4. What is your current mood?
sleepy happy, or is it happy sleepy?which 1 come first eh? xkesa la,yg penting sy gembira dan mengantuk sket2

5. What will you do if your crush says he/she adores you too?
blush teribly,,aa,malu nye

6. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
i tought i had

7. Which will you prefer, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both, if possible (copy jwpn raja,hehe )

8. What is your favourite food?
right now i'm craving for nasi ayam yg mak masak *homesick*

9. If the person you dislike is right in front of you, what will you do?
i prefer to ignore my 'dislikeness' ,x elok la benci org

10. What do you pray each day for your loved one?
be a good and faithful muslim

11. What takes you down the fastest?
nasi ayam mak,,waa homesick lg

12. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
still da same, i guess

13. What are the reason that could make you so tensed up?
too much grammatik übungen *_*

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
mysteriously nice,haha

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
none of the above,bole ke?

16. Who would you like to see the moment you wake up?

sharfa afiah,,makcik rindu kt adik

17. What's the character must have in your partner?
tak tinggal solat

18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneusly, who would you like to pick?
the one dat abah pilih, i luv my dad so much, what can i do,haha

19. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?
i forgive but i never forget

20. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
Single and ready to mingle (copy jwpn raja lg,huhu,told u i like his answers )

21. chocolate or vanilla?
durian, without doubt ;P

22. Who are the 5 person that you wuld like to tag?
sy nak tag sume org,haha

06 February 2009

today i cry,
for the things i did,
for the things i didn't,
for the things i hear,
for the things i didn't,
for the things i know,
for the things i didn't,
for the things i see,
for the things i didn't,
for the things i want,
for the things i didn't,

today i cry,
for things i hate,
for things i love.

04 February 2009

the kite runner

i just spent hours fixing, updating, changing this little blog of mine and at last i tought

''what the heck am i doing ni,,hw xsiap lg!!''

my deutsch classes are coming to the end, just another week to go (weehu :P ), its not dat i hate the lecturers or what, but i can´t stand the complicated things their teaching us, its getting harder and harder everyday. (konj. 2? passiv ersatz sätze? modalverben ersatz?)

instead of improving my deutsch, i turn to reading : my passion when i was a child. i bought an english novel in the first week here and managed to finished it in a few days, so i decided to spend another bunch of euros in two more books.

  • the kite runner by khaled hosseini
  • charley´s web by joy fielding ( the 1st book i bought )
  • heart stopper by joy fielding (blum bace lg )

i was planning to visit the kölner zoo with some friends last week, but it was just too cold there and we decided to go somewhere else. cik ahmad (he´s the senior) suggested that we go to Panorama. and we did.


yg belakang tu kölner dom (looks like klcc kn kn )

ahmad, lisa, affiqah, me, fadhilah (its suppose to be a girls pic, but ahmad pun nk jge,haha )

climbing down the 28floor-building (around 30 steps and 5minutes in the lift of course )

fadhilah pkai sy nye glove tu,hehe ;)

*it turned out to be much more colder and windy up there on the roof, but the view is worth it, i guess.
*i´m trying to finish kite runner in 3days, the plot mesmerized me in the beginning, lets see what the ending looks like ;)
*still homesick :(