Random Ramble

Salam,

Long time no see eh. I know I know. Blogging does not seem fun any more. Or at least to me. My life is as usual : Classes, Lab, Homework, bla, bla. I'm just waiting for Sun to come more. It has been extremely shy these past few days and the April rain just keep pouring down. Honestly, I do have a lot of stuff to do, and I even does it more than I supposed to. I eat more, sleep more, read ( non related to electrics books) more, travel more and much much more.

I'm thinking of sending some birthday gifts back home. I missed all my sisters' last year, so I ought to do it these year. (So Deqya and Ayin, I know you guys are reading this, let me know if you have anything in mind, I'll try my best to get it. ) I just heard from Abah that everyone is moving out right now, someone's in Terengganu, the other in Sarawak and the other one just staying put in Batu Pahat instead of sailing away as he is supposed to. I actually like the idea of he sailing away, he ought to get out and see the world a bit more. And I surely hope it did him good. Insyaallah.

I miss Mak a lot these days. Keep dreaming of her. Knowing myself, a simple phone call is ain't going to do nothing. I also miss my little niece. Very much actually. I keep hoping that she won't forget my face because kids grow up quite fast and she might grow me out of her life.

Just a random picture to make the post longer :

more pictures at facebook

Oh before I forgot, my bestfriend of all time gave me something. Thanks Eda. Me likey :)

I'm supposed to say 7 things bout me. Here goes ;

1. I live in the attic. It spacious enough but not suitable for tall people.
2. TJ gave me a planner, because I wanted it with hope that my life would more manageable with it. Let's just see how that turn out.
3. I used to wondered whether I made the right decision of coming here and choosing to be an engineer, because hell it does not seemed so. But I do trust in fate. Insyaallah everything is going to okay.
4. I just realised this now : How annoying is that red line that came under a word when I spelled it wrong. So every time made a mistake I have to correct it. Mind you, I made a loottt of mistakes.
5. My sewing machine is kaput. Pity me. So is my deep fryer and my toilet flush and my alarm clock and everything else. BLEGH!
6. I seriously does not know what else to write, because I think seven is a lot, and that is why I think I am going hate number seven after this. So there's something. I hate number seven.
7. Hmm, I like number eight though.

Tata guys!

As happens sometimes, a moment settled and hovered and remained for much more than a moment. And sound stopped and movement stopped for much, much more than a moment. And the moment was gone.

Can't think of any title.

Hi.I'm back again. My life is great. Everything is fine. Alhamdullilah.

Right now I am in a state where I just realize a whole bunch of things around me. I see that there is more to people than just their faces, or their clothes. Its like the world is now a completely different place than 12 month ago. Back in the days, I was so naive and self-centred and perhaps a little bit of a yenta. I have a rough time being with people, because I was so eager to explore the new world and I forgot what really matters.

I used to dream big. Since I got the offer to come here, I started making plans for the future. I was excited and so ready to do it all. Then, when I did came here, my perspectives changes bit by bit. I was thinking the other day, that what happens next? You know, many of us have a goal in life like get a Degree, or get married or something.For example, I always wanted to be a teacher and and I know Insyaallah I will be one day. But it just struck me that, what happens after that? It occur to me that people can't live forever and the world as we know it is not eternity. We should be more sensitive and hold on to our Faith because that is the most important thing ever. We can enjoy the hell we want today, but just remember where we stand.

Give back to others and spread the love.

I'm starting to sound weird right? Haha. This is so random. Blah.

p/s- Those application pillow hit or happy gift and whatnots on facebook annoys me terribly. Sorry but stop it already!

hiccups#6

Salam people,

Long time no see, kan? I've been away, but here's a quick update. My exams are in two weeks!

Here's the details:

• 22Feb Maths
• 1March Electrics
• 8March Physics
• 15March Programming

I'm just posting this so that you guys can pray for me and wish me luck. I really need those. Seriously. Tata.

Secret heart

Secret heart

What are you made of

What are you so afraid of

Could it be

Three simple words

Or the fear of being overheard

What's wrong

Let em' in on your secret heart

Secret Heart

Why so mysterious

Why so sacred

Why so serious

Maybe you're

Just acting tough

Maybe you're just not man enough

What's wrong

Let em' in on your secret heart

This very secret

That you're trying to conceal

Is the very same one

That You're dying to reveal

Go tell him how you feel

Secret heart come out and share it

This loneliness, few can bear it

Could it have something to do with

Admitting that you just can't go through it alone?

Let em' in on your secret heart

This very secret

That you're trying to conceal

Is the very same one

That you're dying to reveal

Go tell him how you feel

This very secret heart

Go out and share it

This very secret heart

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Have many things on my mind. The only word that could justify it all (actually half ) in one go.

Thinking of eating bubur chacha tomorrow. Miss my niece. Hope to get good marks for upcoming exam despite marginal revision. Must remember Allah Almighty always.

my white winter

Salam people,

Life can be full of shit sometime. At least mine is, today.

I just got back from Negaraku Tanah Tumpahnya Darahku on last friday, from the breezy dry air of Malaysia to all things cold Germany. To be honest, I was extremely eager to get back, because i was already suffocated with the dust and smoke from KL's traffic and I got too many nose bleed due to the hot sun. ( Seriously i am not being a Lupa Daratan. The situation forced me into it )

But now, I wish I could soak all the heat there and bring it here. It's -6°C here man!

ICE COLD

To top it off, the heater in my house is functioning half-heartily. By that, I mean only half of it is warm and the other half is just plain cold. Plus, I have no water supply in the toilet. Thank God there's some in the kitchen. My senior suggested that it maybe because the pipe got frozen. By now I am typing with my glove on and blanket wrapped all around me restlessly waiting for the Landlord to come and fix my problem.

On other things, my new year resolution is just another endless list that I keep in my mind. Basically it's just the same like everyone else. So don't bother lah. But still, hope its not to late for wishes :)

HAPPY 2010! May Allah loves us all.

my not-so new-bride-sister and niece

May you lead happy life in Allah's blessing always.

p/s- Congrats to AUSMAT juniors! Welcome to the Land of Refrigerator guys ;)

yellowish tag.

Salam everyone,

I am in a good mood today, because my Math Lecture got cancelled and therefore I could wake up late.teehee.

I was browsing the net like always, checking up my emails, Facebook, watering my corns in Barn Buddy ( omg, that thing is really addictive guys! Don't play it or else you'll end up worrying your plants getting stole instead of doing your homework. read : me )

I was supposed to do my homework and go buy some groceries today, but the cosiness of my sweet little home made me forget of the outside world.

Anyhow, I stumbled upon lots of interesting blogs today. Here is one that I like to point out. She did a Tag on hers and I decided to do one myself.

Its all about the colour yellow. You are supposed to search through your place of 7 things of the colour yellow or at least associated with yellow. I managed to do well I think, despite my dislikeness to that particular colour. So, here goes ;

This is a baby powder I bought a while ago because the one from Johnson&Johnson got lost. But as you can see at the back I got a new one specially bought by TJ when he was in Msia. So i don't really use this one nowadays.

A set of Alkaline Batteries from IKEA. They look plastics don't they? Huhu.

Two books from my collection. The one behind is just a simple German Dictionary and the one in front is a novel.

Yellow T-Shirt from Castro in Köln.

Measuring Tape for sewing hobby.

Biscuits for hungry times between Lecture.

Two colour pens for scribbling around my notes. Absolutely love them!

That's my share of yellow. How about yours?
That is for now. Going to continue ( watching Emma in Youtube ) doing my homework.

hiccups#5

his is so cute. Found it here.

Fall 2009

Assalammualaikum,

Hey. Yeah I know the title sounds odd. And formal. But whatever.

Its been ages since my last post, ( but if you were sensitive enough you would noticed that I did publish something last week but ended deleting it due to some reasons. ) the reason for my MIA was the weather. Its Autumn now and I don't really like it. NO. I really do not like it. Its all foggy and cold. Who likes that?

Besides, I've been too occupied with all sort of stuff even my head starts to crack. I'm feeling feverish all the time and my room is a total mess. I did cleaned it up a bit last weekend and hoped that it will stay clean. Maybe I should stop hoping.

I can't concentrate much in class. That's my biggest problem is now. The fact that I'm in Germany and the lecturers know nothing of Bahasa Melayu are the reasons why I should pay more attention to the blackboards ( yes we use the old-school green blackboards here, with colourful chalks and stuff. Why did Malaysians ever change to whiteboards anyway? Now that strange. ) Sometimes it's just so hard to focus when you are craving for Nasi Lemak and Hot Milo.

Actually I'm not that much of a busy person. I'm just a big fan of Sloth right now. You know the one that likes to do things slowly, like really really slowly and likes to sleep on a tree 16 Hours per day. Yes, that's the one. They seems cute to me and I decided to try mimicking their lifestyle for the meanwhile. So far so good.

This post is also intended to my family down there in Batu Pahat and Ampang. They've tried to reach me regarding my flight this December. Oh, I forgot to tell you guys. I've booked a plane, no a seat on a MAS aeroplane on the 9th Dec 2009 and will be coming back here on New Year's Eve.

For fellow Ex-Kölners, (Ausmat Batch 4, kawan kawan sedar diri masing-masing. Cool kan name Ex-Kölners :D ) who's going back too? ( By the way, siapa dapat beat aku ponteng kelas 8 hari straight? Lester? haha )

So, Deqya stop worrying and start waiting for your sweet precious little sister to arrive. Siapa jemput nanti eh?

Just to let you guys know, she's my second sister and she's getting married this Winter (cewah Winter padahal duduk Malaysia Summer all year round.) And I am truly happy for her. Can't wait to see your name as PUAN AZRIA. HAHA.

okay she's not the one who's getting married. she just going to be the flower girl.

p/s - New Moon 22 Nov.Tak sabar tak sabar tak sabar tak sabah tak sabah tak sabah.

p/p/s - Programming susah weh!

p/p/p/s - Besok ade Physik Lab. Siape nak tolong ganti?